So Im sitting here with my friend Tony & his friends, and I feel so alone . Like I honestly cant find myself enjoying tonight with them, like I usually do. And it sucks, because I got all dressed up and stuff & Tonys only here for the weekend, and Im being such a bad friend just being on my phone, wellhisphone. I just really am emotional right now, Ive had a couple of drinks, and I just have this one guy stiuck in my head, I know he’s with his girl right now , or someone else .. Im just emotionally fucked right now. I miss him so much :’(